Last year, I struggled as a teacher for a number of reasons. In a nutshell, I didn't feel supported at my job. I didn't like teaching and there were many, many moments I simply wanted to quit. Crying was a frequent thing and I didn't feel my instructional decisions were approved.
My end of year data was amazing because my students made awesome growth. But there was no acknowledgment of that.
So I made a change. I switched to a school that's about eight minutes away from my new house and a later start time.
The school climate is so much better and for that I'm thankful.
Am I having some struggles adjusting? Yes, of course.
I'm not inclusion anymore, so it's weird not co-teaching. I don't have anyone pop into my room anymore, unless it's to watch her class to solve the mystery of why the kinders were gone for ten minutes. (They were having a party in the bathroom, obviously. That two minutes of watching the rest of her kinders was enough to convince me I never want to teach the little ones. Bless her heart though, and those who are brave enough for the littlest ones.)
I"m struggling to adjust to new procedures. My last school was nearly 100% free and reduced lunch and this one isn't. I have to remember to ask for lunch money every morning and make sure lunch cards get passed out. Luckily I delegated this task to students!
I'm struggling with cutting writing short to make sure we have time to fill out our agendas together. I'm struggling to figure out how to track homework, since it's not for a grade. I haven't quite figured out how I want to keep track.
I'm struggling with pacing. Math and whole group reading are both running a little long because of different reasons. My students have some gaps in their number sense, so we're trying to fill those gaps by using hands-on manipulatives and scaffolding lessons. This takes time away from the fifth grade standards. However, I think we're seeing results. There's a lot more discourse in the lessons and their exit tickets are improving. I can't wait to see how they do on next week's math test!
In reading, I'm struggling because I'm trying to teach too much. I know I am. I want to do phonics and fluency (which are happening during RTI time) as well as our lesson. I also want to do a read aloud. I would love if there was just a little more time in the day!
However, all of these struggles pale in comparison to last year. These struggles are a learning curve and I know that. I just need to be patient with myself because this is a new school with new expectations. I have to allow myself time to adjust and be okay with making some mistakes.
I just love that my administration and grade level are so supportive.