If you're a frequent reader, you may have noticed my new blog header. Welcome to the revamped version of my blog.
This year marks a significant chance in my teaching career.
This year is my first year in third grade.
This year is my first year with a predominately male team.
This year is my first year as a mentor to a student teacher (from BYU-I).
This is a year of changes and firsts.
While I still firmly love my polka dots, flip flops, and novels, it was time for a change.
Several years ago, I had the opportunity to meet Dr. Frey (of Fisher and Frey). My students had just returned from a magnificently educational field trip. We'd studied various scientific concepts and this was a well planned, efficiently executed culminating learning experience for the fifth graders.
However, they are also hormonal ten year olds. So when we encountered Dr. Frey in the hallway returning from my field trip and they were asked what they had learned, one of my snarky students simply replied "stuff". Dr. Frey politely probed for more information (as we teachers do). Another student piped up "things". Dr. Frey shot me a disapproving look, said "well then" and turned to walk down the hallway.
That's right, they learned:
I have never been more embarrassed and simultaneously amused by my students. With all the preparation in the world, children still say the most ridiculous things.
In respect to these unpredictable moments, I shall rename this blog in their honor.
In teaching, we cover stuff and things. In life, we deal with stuff and things. Cheers to the unexpected moments.
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Friday, October 6, 2017
Thursday, March 16, 2017
The firsts of the lasts...
I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders now that I've been allowed to publicly share that I'm moving down to third grade.
However, I've also started to realize that I'm experiencing some of my "lasts" for fifth grade.
A few weeks ago, I went on my last field trip to Harney MS. They learn about electives, clubs, and classes.
They register for classes and get to pick their electives.
I won't get to feel like a celebrity when I go back and hear my name shouted across the classroom or basketball courts.
Tomorrow is the pep assembly for SBACs. I'll still get to attend because it's 3-5, but it would have been my last time with my grade level. Unfortunately, I am quarantined at home with bronchitis, a sinus infection, and an ear infection. I've missed 2 1/2 days this week (which means I lost 2 personal days next year).
It's a trolls themed assembly and we (the fifth grade team) made tutus. The students made their own headbands:
They're so excited and I'm so bummed to miss it. Luckily my work wives will take pictures.
I've started boxing up my classroom of materials I won't need for the rest of the year (since I'll be changing rooms). I've also been working on going through stuff in the garage to determine what's appropriate for third, what I'm keeping for fifth, what I'm donating, and what just needs to be tossed. It's my goal for spring break to finish the garage since he wants to put the old TV out there to complete his man cave.
This year will also be the last time I get to go to the Hollywood Rec Center pool on the last day of school. That's always one of my favorite parts of fifth grade. Bummer.
I guess I'm feeling super nostalgic towards the end of my career of teaching fifth grade. There will only be a few more "adjusting to middle school" counseling lessons. There's only one more growth and development (aka puberty) class. I only have to administer the science standardized tests one more time.
Fifth grade, it's been fun. I've got something like sixty days left as a fifth grade teacher and then it's time for a new challenge: the third graders!
However, I've also started to realize that I'm experiencing some of my "lasts" for fifth grade.
A few weeks ago, I went on my last field trip to Harney MS. They learn about electives, clubs, and classes.
They register for classes and get to pick their electives.
I won't get to feel like a celebrity when I go back and hear my name shouted across the classroom or basketball courts.
Tomorrow is the pep assembly for SBACs. I'll still get to attend because it's 3-5, but it would have been my last time with my grade level. Unfortunately, I am quarantined at home with bronchitis, a sinus infection, and an ear infection. I've missed 2 1/2 days this week (which means I lost 2 personal days next year).
It's a trolls themed assembly and we (the fifth grade team) made tutus. The students made their own headbands:
They're so excited and I'm so bummed to miss it. Luckily my work wives will take pictures.
I've started boxing up my classroom of materials I won't need for the rest of the year (since I'll be changing rooms). I've also been working on going through stuff in the garage to determine what's appropriate for third, what I'm keeping for fifth, what I'm donating, and what just needs to be tossed. It's my goal for spring break to finish the garage since he wants to put the old TV out there to complete his man cave.
This year will also be the last time I get to go to the Hollywood Rec Center pool on the last day of school. That's always one of my favorite parts of fifth grade. Bummer.
I guess I'm feeling super nostalgic towards the end of my career of teaching fifth grade. There will only be a few more "adjusting to middle school" counseling lessons. There's only one more growth and development (aka puberty) class. I only have to administer the science standardized tests one more time.
Fifth grade, it's been fun. I've got something like sixty days left as a fifth grade teacher and then it's time for a new challenge: the third graders!
Thursday, March 2, 2017
Change.
I am writing this a few days before it will be published. It's been rattling around in my brain for a while but out of respect for my grade level, I will share with them before I share publicly.
I am not teaching fifth grade next year.
After eight years, I am making a professional change. I will be moving down to third grade.
I am fortunate to have a great relationship with the rest of my fifth grade team, so this is not the reason for my move. Due to budget cuts, we are losing a fifth grade position. Fifth grade classes will be staffed at forty students at the beginning of next year. Yes, forty students to start with. The thirty seven I have right now is difficult enough.
Furthermore, I sold my prep for next year to assist with the Read by 3 Grant. For those not in Nevada, Read by 3 (RB3) is a grant designed to have students reading by the end of third grade (with retention starting in 2019). I worked on the grant this year by mentoring new teachers and providing professional development at a site level. I will be continuing this next year, but actually teaching in one of the grades that is impacted by this grant.
I enjoy fifth grade, but eight years is a long time. I'm getting a little bored with the curriculum, even though I try new things each year. I'm excited to have a slightly smaller class size. I'm excited to work with younger kids.
Even more exciting? My work wife, Mrs. H, is making the move with me. We will both be transitioning out of fifth and into third grade. I'll be doing more observations of third grade teachers over the course of the school year. We'll spend some time over the summer getting ready for a new set of standards.
What does this mean for me professionally? I will still be in upper elementary. I will still be in a testing grade. I will still be at my school and co-chair of Sunshine Committee. I hope it doesn't alter the friendships I've made at work. I am aware that I will have to move out of my classroom and into a smaller room. I love my tables (instead of desks), so I'm hoping these can move with me.
I've already started going through materials. I won't be getting rid of my fifth grade materials (because I don't know what the future holds), but will be adjusting my library to better meet the needs of third grade readers. (A {donorschoose} project is coming, not to worry!)
I will still be continuing this blog. I will still have my {TpT store}, except I will be branching out to provide third grade resources as well. I will still read all of Rick Riordan's books as they are released and create the accompanying guides because I enjoy them (I guess my humor level is on par with a sarcastic middle schooler's).
I'm excited for this change. I'm ready for a new challenge.
In the mean time, if anyone has any book suggestions that third graders are super into, please let me know!
Sunday, February 19, 2017
Marriage, 3 months in
We just celebrated 3 months of being married and four years since our first date.
Already, I'm a little sick of these questions:
1) What's changed?!
2) When are you starting a family?!
3) Are you sad the wedding is over?!i
First, nothing has really changed. We already lived together. We already started a life together.
I changed my name with the social security office, my bank, and DMV. I'll be changing it with the school district this summer. I have a legitimate worry that changing my name will come with the unintended consequence of losing my grade book and all my documents on the shared folder. So instead, I'll deal with this over the summer. I'll change my name on car registration in August when I get my annual smog check & pay my fees.
We have new silverware, I guess that's changed. We are enjoying our wedding presents.
But honestly, nothing has really changed.
I sort of feel like if things drastically change after the wedding, you're doing something wrong. I know who I married, our wedding didn't change our relationship.
Second, the whole starting a family thing...this one really frustrates me. I have friends that have struggled with infertility. I have friends who have miscarried. I have friends that don't want kids. This is a super personal question and not one I feel comfortable discussing with coworkers. I've been married three months. Even if I was pregnant (which I'm not), I wouldn't be sharing it yet anyway. We'd like to pay off our wedding (and new bed set) first. We'd like to wait until he's done with school (May). I'd like to enjoy drinking on our honeymoon this summer. Would we like a family? Yes. Would we like one right this second? No. The puppy is enough for now.
Third, no, I'm not. The wedding was lovely. I spent a lot of time and energy preparing for it. I have amazing friends and family who were tolerant of the process. But I'm glad it's over. We can focus on us, and not seating charts. He can focus on homework and I can focus on helping others get ready for their special days.
Already, I'm a little sick of these questions:
1) What's changed?!
2) When are you starting a family?!
3) Are you sad the wedding is over?!i
First, nothing has really changed. We already lived together. We already started a life together.
I changed my name with the social security office, my bank, and DMV. I'll be changing it with the school district this summer. I have a legitimate worry that changing my name will come with the unintended consequence of losing my grade book and all my documents on the shared folder. So instead, I'll deal with this over the summer. I'll change my name on car registration in August when I get my annual smog check & pay my fees.
We have new silverware, I guess that's changed. We are enjoying our wedding presents.
But honestly, nothing has really changed.
I sort of feel like if things drastically change after the wedding, you're doing something wrong. I know who I married, our wedding didn't change our relationship.
Second, the whole starting a family thing...this one really frustrates me. I have friends that have struggled with infertility. I have friends who have miscarried. I have friends that don't want kids. This is a super personal question and not one I feel comfortable discussing with coworkers. I've been married three months. Even if I was pregnant (which I'm not), I wouldn't be sharing it yet anyway. We'd like to pay off our wedding (and new bed set) first. We'd like to wait until he's done with school (May). I'd like to enjoy drinking on our honeymoon this summer. Would we like a family? Yes. Would we like one right this second? No. The puppy is enough for now.
Third, no, I'm not. The wedding was lovely. I spent a lot of time and energy preparing for it. I have amazing friends and family who were tolerant of the process. But I'm glad it's over. We can focus on us, and not seating charts. He can focus on homework and I can focus on helping others get ready for their special days.
Sunday, August 14, 2016
Something New
The past three years I've been blessed with the opportunity to grow as an educator...in the form of very difficult students and a lot of escalating classroom drama.
So this summer meant a nice break from teaching in the form of complete disconnect.
I didn't sub. I worked on long range plans for about two hours a week, but only with a friend. I read a few books but they were ones I wanted to read. I spent a lot of time thinking about who I want to be (and a lot of time with Netflix).
As a result, I'm headed into August feeling excited about a new year. (Exhausted, but excited.)
One of my new things for the classroom this year?
Less colors.
While bright colors are welcoming and create a warm environment, I think they had an adverse effect on some of my students and only heightened their dramatic personalities.
This year, I'm going with calming grays and blues. I'm strongly leaning towards a nautical theme, so I see hints of red and white dispersed throughout the room.
I'm headed into my classroom on Thursday (after a planning meeting with the other coaches) and am excited to get started. I will also need to be very honest with myself because I'm still healing from surgery and will not get everything done in one day.
Something else that's new?
I'll be co-teaching with the GATE teacher. I won't have any SPED students (except possibly speech) and instead of my students leaving for GATE (Gifted & Talented Education), they'll receive their extension services as a push-in model.
I also just finished this:
I borrowed it from our counselor. The teacher version has been on back order for what seems like forever, but Amazon tells me it will be shipped out soon. Some of the stuff wasn't super applicable to the classroom, but there were some good ideas for shifting my instruction.
The biggest take away was choice. Giving students the opportunity to choose between two options (both of which I'd be okay with) and allowing them to feel control over their classroom and life.
The second big take away was to get away from the savior complex in which I'd want to solve all of their conflicts. In doing so, I deprive them of the opportunity to grow and practice creative problem solving. I'm hoping by setting the norm that I won't be interfering with their small problems will eliminate me hearing about most of their small problems. This doesn't mean I won't listen, this doesn't mean I won't care, it just means I won't fix their lives for them. Larger problems, like those involving administration or CPS will definitely be addressed quickly and respectfully. But I don't want to have anymore hallway conversations about the theft of pencils. It was draining and I don't want another frustrating year like last year (hopefully).
I also saw this book floating around the message boards of my PLN (Professional Learning Network):
So I tossed it into my Amazon cart. From the reviews, it seems to be just what I need!
So this summer meant a nice break from teaching in the form of complete disconnect.
I didn't sub. I worked on long range plans for about two hours a week, but only with a friend. I read a few books but they were ones I wanted to read. I spent a lot of time thinking about who I want to be (and a lot of time with Netflix).
As a result, I'm headed into August feeling excited about a new year. (Exhausted, but excited.)
One of my new things for the classroom this year?
Less colors.
While bright colors are welcoming and create a warm environment, I think they had an adverse effect on some of my students and only heightened their dramatic personalities.
This year, I'm going with calming grays and blues. I'm strongly leaning towards a nautical theme, so I see hints of red and white dispersed throughout the room.
I'm headed into my classroom on Thursday (after a planning meeting with the other coaches) and am excited to get started. I will also need to be very honest with myself because I'm still healing from surgery and will not get everything done in one day.
Something else that's new?
I'll be co-teaching with the GATE teacher. I won't have any SPED students (except possibly speech) and instead of my students leaving for GATE (Gifted & Talented Education), they'll receive their extension services as a push-in model.
I also just finished this:
I borrowed it from our counselor. The teacher version has been on back order for what seems like forever, but Amazon tells me it will be shipped out soon. Some of the stuff wasn't super applicable to the classroom, but there were some good ideas for shifting my instruction.
The biggest take away was choice. Giving students the opportunity to choose between two options (both of which I'd be okay with) and allowing them to feel control over their classroom and life.
The second big take away was to get away from the savior complex in which I'd want to solve all of their conflicts. In doing so, I deprive them of the opportunity to grow and practice creative problem solving. I'm hoping by setting the norm that I won't be interfering with their small problems will eliminate me hearing about most of their small problems. This doesn't mean I won't listen, this doesn't mean I won't care, it just means I won't fix their lives for them. Larger problems, like those involving administration or CPS will definitely be addressed quickly and respectfully. But I don't want to have anymore hallway conversations about the theft of pencils. It was draining and I don't want another frustrating year like last year (hopefully).
I also saw this book floating around the message boards of my PLN (Professional Learning Network):
So I tossed it into my Amazon cart. From the reviews, it seems to be just what I need!
Tuesday, August 18, 2015
Skipping Student/Teacher Points
For the past six years, I've relied on the trusty "student/teacher" point system.
The premise is simple. Every time students are collaboratively working or on task, they earn points. When they aren't, I earn points. The difference at the end of the week (usually weeks) would be converted into marbles and fill the purple Disneyland yard glass. Once they reach the top, a reward is earned.
I was pretty proud of my system and though it was working out well.
There are lots of articles about this behavior management system, praising it's ability for highlighting positive choices and "catching students being good."
However, then I stumbled upon a different article that made me completely shift my mindset (which naturally, I can't find. Sorry readers.)
Basically, this is setting students up to fail. Yes, fail.
This statement baffled me at first. I was rewarding students' collaboration and positive behaviors, so why was this classroom management system being discredited. I thought I'd have to write another {dissenting opinion post}, but then I realized the author was right.
Did this system reward students' positive choices? Yes, absolutely.
Does it create a game like atmosphere that stresses cooperation and competition? Yes. Both of these things are encouraged in my classroom, especially when done correctly. (Cooperation for example, on a test is frowned upon. Competition when it belittles another isn't allowed.)
But it also set them up for failure because I, the teacher, was rewarded when they didn't meet my expectations. I was rewarded when they failed.
That's no way to run a classroom.
I don't want to send the message that I'm looking forward to them failing. I don't want to celebrate their failings.
So instead of displaying my T and S glittery magnets and washi tape "game board" space, I packed those letters away.
Instead, I'm relying solely on class dojo for my behavior system and classroom management this year. I'll be able to keep better track of the magical 3:1 ratio (three positive interactions for every negative interaction), but I know some students need more than that.
I'm still debating if I want to do table challenges. I could look for the tables that are working together and award points, which highlights both cooperation and competition. I would take myself out of the equation, allowing students to model appropriate, positive choices for one another. The tables with the highest points after a given amount of time could have additional rewards in terms of extra class dojo points for cooperation or the ever exciting (and free) strategies of going to recess first, reading with pillows, or taking their shoes off during the school day.
Readers, what are your thoughts on the student-teacher points game?
The premise is simple. Every time students are collaboratively working or on task, they earn points. When they aren't, I earn points. The difference at the end of the week (usually weeks) would be converted into marbles and fill the purple Disneyland yard glass. Once they reach the top, a reward is earned.
I was pretty proud of my system and though it was working out well.
There are lots of articles about this behavior management system, praising it's ability for highlighting positive choices and "catching students being good."
However, then I stumbled upon a different article that made me completely shift my mindset (which naturally, I can't find. Sorry readers.)
Basically, this is setting students up to fail. Yes, fail.
This statement baffled me at first. I was rewarding students' collaboration and positive behaviors, so why was this classroom management system being discredited. I thought I'd have to write another {dissenting opinion post}, but then I realized the author was right.
Did this system reward students' positive choices? Yes, absolutely.
Does it create a game like atmosphere that stresses cooperation and competition? Yes. Both of these things are encouraged in my classroom, especially when done correctly. (Cooperation for example, on a test is frowned upon. Competition when it belittles another isn't allowed.)
But it also set them up for failure because I, the teacher, was rewarded when they didn't meet my expectations. I was rewarded when they failed.
That's no way to run a classroom.
I don't want to send the message that I'm looking forward to them failing. I don't want to celebrate their failings.
So instead of displaying my T and S glittery magnets and washi tape "game board" space, I packed those letters away.
Instead, I'm relying solely on class dojo for my behavior system and classroom management this year. I'll be able to keep better track of the magical 3:1 ratio (three positive interactions for every negative interaction), but I know some students need more than that.
I'm still debating if I want to do table challenges. I could look for the tables that are working together and award points, which highlights both cooperation and competition. I would take myself out of the equation, allowing students to model appropriate, positive choices for one another. The tables with the highest points after a given amount of time could have additional rewards in terms of extra class dojo points for cooperation or the ever exciting (and free) strategies of going to recess first, reading with pillows, or taking their shoes off during the school day.
Readers, what are your thoughts on the student-teacher points game?
Saturday, August 15, 2015
Exciting Changes
It's almost the start of another school year and I'm excited. I'm ridiculously, optimistically, enthusiastically excited about this school year.
Yes, the school district's budget is awful and I'm still upset about taking a pay cut, but there's not really anything I can do about it so there's no point to dwell on it. As teachers, we've made our disapproval pretty clear! So it's time to move forward.
I have an amazing school that prioritizes people first. We take our jobs seriously, but have lots of fun while working hard! This culture of support and fun spills over into our classrooms and I think that's important. I enjoy going to work. I want to be there. I enjoy the people I work with.
It's an awesome feeling.
So now let's zoom in on what top ten things are contributing to my excitement:
1) Long Range Plans
We have long range plans done before the school year has started. I feel like I have direction and a sense of purpose. Last year, we didn't have plans and as a natural result, some activities ran too long and we hit major crunch time in March. Our long range plans, which we know are flexible, have all our standards addressed by the beginning of April. That leaves eight weeks of flexibility for testing, reteaching, and shifting things around due to school events (field trips, assemblies, etc).
2) My Planner
Continuing with the excitement of long range plans, I have already sketched out the year in my teacher planner and created my online planning calendar.
I have my first week's plans done and many of the copies already made. Mrs. H and I are going to go over the plans on the way to day two of our math training on Monday, then head to school after to do some more planning.
3) Balance.
With a new puppy at home, I'm not staying late each day. I will go in early because that's when I work best, but I am leaving each day as soon as the parking lot is clear. I've voiced it to others to keep me accountable, but I am going to leave on time to spend time with B and our fur babies.
I've picked one night a week to work on things from home (whatever night B has class), but that's it. I'll be more proactive in planning and keep my door closed more in the morning so I can get my work done. I'll just ask my coworkers to respect closed door means work time while open door means I'm willing to chat.
I've got an upcoming trip to Arizona planned in October for my mom's birthday (and buying a new computer because this laptop is eight. EIGHT. This laptop is a third grader.)
I've got fun girls nights planned. We've got date nights to look forward to. Friends have new babies that I get to snuggle, then hand back when the crying starts. I've got a full calendar and there are fun social events planned!
4) Sunshine committee.
At the end of last year, I started talking to Mrs. S more at work. She was always friendly, but she intimidated me. Not only is she like a walking Amazon (six feet of gorgeousness) but also appears to have every aspect of her life together. She crafts, has three young kids that are all involved in sports. Not only does she show up to their games, but she makes their jerseys and does their make up (for dance, not for her son's football team). Plus teaches, is quite good at it, and runs Sunshine committee. It's a little intimidating!
However, she's also possibly one of the nicest people at my school. I asked how I could help with Sunshine events next year without stepping on her toes. She welcomed my ideas with open arms and we started talking. Turns out, she lives maybe ten minutes from me. She loves crafting, organizing, wine, and girl time as much as I do!
We've hung out over the summer under the attempt to plan Sunshine events (didn't happen) and she's become more than a colleague, she's a friend.
So next year, I get to have craft and wine parties with a friend. It will be for school events, so it's legitimate procrastination.
5) DENSI 2015
I'm still in my glorious post DENSI bubble of happiness. I signed up as an ambassador for my district, so I'll be hosting some PD in the coming months. I'm still going through my notes and blogging about the amazing sessions I attended. There are so many things I want to try, but I'm not going to overwhelm myself. Two of the things I'm most excited about are notebook sketching and mystery skype.
6) Notebook Sketching
Also known as {embracing the doodling}, I'm excited to add more creativity into note taking with my students. I know it will take some modeling but I'm eager to embrace something new.
Learn more about it {here}.
7) Mystery Skype
Our adventures with the map have been well documented.
The map is blank and ready for the next round of students. However, this year we are stepping it up. Last year we made powerpoint slides for each state, but didn't give students enough practice time identifying states and capitals on the map. (That was quite obvious with the end of the year assessment.)
This year, we're adding mystery skype. Thanks in a large part to my tribe, the DEN, I am connected to educators in every other state. We're going to call other classrooms and have students try to guess where each other are from, using geography clues.
For example:
1) Does your state border an ocean?
2) Are you closer to Mexico or Canada?
3) Are you east or west of the Mississippi River?
It will require some flexibility (time zones) but I think it will be a great learning opportunity for my students.
8) Engage NY
Last year, math was frustrating to plan. We were pulling mostly from Engage NY's lessons, but didn't follow their pacing guide. As a result, many of the lessons had to be tweaked. After switching up planning roles, Engage NY was abandoned because it was too time consuming. I didn't agree with the change, but I must remind myself of this:
This year, it was decided by my admin that all grade levels would be using this. There are no excuses. We've also split up the copying load so everyone has a role for each unit. I think that it's important for all of us to be involved with the planning of all subjects.
9) Novels
I've picked the novels I want to do with students and am fairly positive I already have enough copies! We'll start the year with The Lightning Thief, move into Esperanza Rising, and finish the year with Number the Stars. It's a tad ambitious to do three novels, but I think we can do it. All of the fifth grade reading literature standards can be taught with these novels and I think it's important to have students involved in longer, more complex texts.
10) Support
I'm not alone. I have a supportive grade level. I have a great school. I have teacher friends in other districts. I have a (future) family member who is now licensed to sub, so I don't foresee having to worry about finding someone to watch my kids if I'm out of the classroom for the day. I have my DEN tribe and know that I can reach out, virtually, for support and be overwhelmingly comforted by the advice of others.
I have a wonderfully supportive fiancee. He's even willing to help me sharpen hundreds of pencils next week (because that's love). People have shown their true colors recently and while that was a painful moment, I'd choose to focus on the overwhelming support and loving messages I've received from others.
I'm in the midst of planning my wedding (no major developments) and enjoying this engagement period. I've received lots of advice, some welcomed and some not, but it's nice to see people (for the most part) supportive of my choice to spend forever with that goober B of mine. However, I want to remind them all that I was on student council, I was an RA, I'm a teacher, and I'm a ridiculously type A person. I like logistics. I've got this wedding planning handled!
Monday brings day two of a math training and classroom prep. Tuesday brings finalizing my room. Wednesday marks the official start of training and next Monday will be my first day with students. Right now, my roster is sitting at 31 and that's where I hope it stays!
There will be moments of darkness and periods of doubt. I'm glad I've got support to turn to. This year will be the best yet. Thanks for being a part of it.
Tuesday, July 7, 2015
The Story of Us, Continued
As I've previously shared, B and I have been together for a while. We met at a mutual friend's birthday party and our first date was a few weeks later, on Valentine's day of all days. Over the past two and a half years, we've had many adventures together, including recently adopting a puppy and buying a new dishwasher. Granted, one of those was way more exciting than the other!
Now, I'm excited to share another new update:
With all of Las Vegas as our backdrop and the fourth of July fireworks providing a beautiful scene, he got down on one knee and asked if I'd marry him. Amid my flowing tears, I said yes.
He filmed the proposal to show my mom since she's currently on an adventure in Europe.
The ring contains diamonds from my grandmother's ring, which she left to me. It's both my something old and something new.
We called friends and family that night before choosing to announce on Facebook the next day. I saw some girls from work the next morning and it was fun to get to show & tell them in person.
We've got lots of decisions to make in the upcoming months. I started a pinterest board (because obviously) and am wanting to do as much of the decorations myself. I enjoy crafting and event planning, so I feel like every other event (student council, being an RA, being a teacher) has been practice for this day.
At the same time, it's important to keep in mind that it's just one day. One exciting day, but one day in a lifetime of adventures with B. We will be mindful of our budget and I'll be meticulously organized with lists and ideas.
Stay tuned for craft updates!
Now, I'm excited to share another new update:
With all of Las Vegas as our backdrop and the fourth of July fireworks providing a beautiful scene, he got down on one knee and asked if I'd marry him. Amid my flowing tears, I said yes.
He filmed the proposal to show my mom since she's currently on an adventure in Europe.
The ring contains diamonds from my grandmother's ring, which she left to me. It's both my something old and something new.
We called friends and family that night before choosing to announce on Facebook the next day. I saw some girls from work the next morning and it was fun to get to show & tell them in person.
We've got lots of decisions to make in the upcoming months. I started a pinterest board (because obviously) and am wanting to do as much of the decorations myself. I enjoy crafting and event planning, so I feel like every other event (student council, being an RA, being a teacher) has been practice for this day.
At the same time, it's important to keep in mind that it's just one day. One exciting day, but one day in a lifetime of adventures with B. We will be mindful of our budget and I'll be meticulously organized with lists and ideas.
Stay tuned for craft updates!
Tuesday, June 23, 2015
Try It Tuesday: Genius Hour
I'll be the first to say I love new ideas for my classroom!
I like to switch things up and try new strategies with my students. We reflect on these strategies, talk about what went well and how to improve for next time. After some modeling, my students do really well with these reflective conversations. I share with them the purpose for the activity or strategy because I believe in transparent teaching. The honesty also helps with student buy in. Most of the time, these activities go pretty well. However, some of them have flopped and that's okay too. I engage my students in the conversation about what didn't go well and how to improve for next time. I think it's important for them to see the process of reflection and realize that trying new things is okay. New things not going perfectly is okay. Failing is okay. Trying new things is good for you!
In the spirit of newness, I thought I'd share one of the new strategies I'm trying next year. It's called "genius hour".
Basically I set aside one hour a week for student inquiry and research. It's an opportunity for them to explore their side interests and inquiries. Of course, this will be explicitly modeled the first few weeks of school. I'm hoping to have this be the last hour of the day on Fridays, but I want to make sure my GATE & TAGS kids can attend as well.
This "genius hour" will blend researching, writing, reading, science, social studies, and math into student lead inquiry projects. We'll be doing lots of open ended questions and I'll be modeling creating questions.
I plan to spend the first six weeks setting up inquiry notebooks, going over norms for researching, and doing a guided inquiry activity. I want students to spend time really thinking about what they're interested in and exploring these topics.
I will have them present their findings to the class using various technology tools (prezi, powtoon, wordles, vokis, glogsters, etc). I plan to let them work with a partner or triad for their first project, then have them work independently on the second. I'm planning on two large scale presentations (with grades for listening, speaking) but am open to more depending on how well this goes.
I'm excited to carve out time for them to explore their passions. I'm excited to see what they want to research!
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Monday, June 22, 2015
Teachable Moments, Part 3 (Classroom Management)
A large part of teaching relies on being reflective of one's practices. Some lessons I've bombed and that's alright. I made corrections and retaught it with a different strategy with a different outcome.
Sometimes I embark on various different tasks and when I'm done, I realize there was a much more efficient way to get the job done. Here is part three of teaching lessons I've learned the hard way.
Classroom Management (and the Prize Bin)
My first year teaching, I spent a long time laminating different colored cards for my behavior system. I came up with a system that had both positive and negative consequences. For six years, I used my blue pocket chart and a laminated tracking system for student behaviors. They'd start each day on green and move up or down depending on their choices. At the end of the day, the color they landed on coincided with a given point value toward a tracker. At a predetermined point (every 15 points), students visited the prize bin.
I kept up with this system for the past six years because I thought that's what I was supposed to do.
But you know what?
It didn't really work.
What it did was reward the students who are already intrinsically motivated to succeed and publicly acknowledge those that struggle to make good choices. Honestly, the behavior tracker just reinforced my students' perceptions of themselves. It wasn't motivating for the students who needed the most reinforcement for positive choices.
So if it wasn't working, why was I doing it? Because I was supposed to? Because that's what all the other teachers were doing? Because that's what I was used to?
None of those reasons are justification for keeping something that doesn't work.
So I got rid of it. I parted ways with my trusty behavior tracking system that withstood six years of teaching fifth grade. I passed it along to a brand new kinder teacher. I'm hoping it works better for kindergarteners than it did for fifth graders. Since everything is still new to them and they tend to be motivated for stickers, I hope it will be successful in her classroom.
So now what?
I believe in having some sort of tracking system to reinforce life skills. Students need to be accountable for their choices. They need to work for things. They need to have the experience of working toward individual and classroom rewards.
These rewards will be in the form of coupons for experiences. I'm still in the process of making these coupons and they will be available on TpT once I'm done. There will also be physical rewards such as pencils, erasers, and other things that are purchased relatively cheaply.
So how will students earn these rewards?
That's right, I'll be using classroom dojo! I used it previously for Reading Rangers with great success. It's a free program and parents can see snapshots of how their students are doing. I can give positive points for any of their predetermined categories or add my own. I can also take away points for shouting out, not turning in homework, etc. I'm excited to use this for my whole class management system.
Wednesday, June 10, 2015
Changes for next year
Week one of summer and I'm already thinking about some small changes for next year. Overall, I'm really pleased with how year six unfolded. That being said, there will be tweaks for next year. I don't ever want to do things exactly the same with my students because that means there was no growth for me as an educator.
One of the changes is keeping a binder of communication notes from parents, including absence notes. This year I learned a little too late that the school district wanted all of them saved. I'd already begun the end of year purge, but luckily my office clerks were very understanding.
Next year, I'll simply have a binder with page protectors where I file their notes in accordance to student numbers (alphabetical order).
I'll probably even have this be a student's job.
I'll also be doing a citation (write up) log along with keeping track of the number of times students don't complete their work. I want to have proof for when parents question their grades (E/S/N) for responsibility. I'm hoping next year will bring less citations because I've got some new ideas for rewarding students who do their work...stay tuned!
I'm also really excited about rearranging my classroom. I got a second wardrobe the last week of school and a new bookcase, so I need to rearrange some furniture. Last year I had thirty students but I'm looking at around 35 next year, so I'll need more space for table groups. Fingers crossed that the rumors are true and our projectors are being mounted in the ceiling! That would free up so much space in the classroom.
I'll also be using this for no names:
I found the clipboard in the $3 bins at Target and used a white chalk board marker to do the lettering.
I also found this at Target and will be using it for my writing conferences.
I'm not pleased with the limited number of writing conferences I did last year, so I'm thinking this will be an easy way for me to keep all the information in one place. I'll be putting a schedule on the front so I can be accountable to myself for meeting with all students on a frequent basis.
I'll be using post-it tabs to put students' names down the side and taking anecdotal notes on the pages. Plus there are pockets to keep information in, which will help me stay organized (one of my big goals for next year!)
I also found pink and gold polka dotted and teal and gold polka dotted versions of this portfolio, so I'll be using one for my Reading Rangers conferences and one for my teacher meetings. I also bought a new pink planner, so I'm excited to start the year off correctly!
What new changes are you making for next year?
Sunday, June 7, 2015
Rethinking the classroom calendar
I admit it, I have a laminated calendar very similar to this in my classroom:
It's very cutesy and frustrating to change out each month. As diligent as I am, I inevitably miss a child's birthday each year and that's super uncomfortable. The calendar just kind of hangs there without any student input.
Next year, I'd like to change that.
So I purchased a very basic desk calendar:
Before the school year starts, I'll go through and label all the crucial days: staff development days, three day weekends, and student birthdays.
But here's the change:
I'm going to have students write their Reading Ranger goals, both short and long term, on the calendar. When they achieve their goals, they'll get to highlight their goals and we'll do a classroom celebration.
Students will get excited because it's a small brag wall, but it's the goals they've set.
I'm excited because I will keep this calendar by my small group table to help with accountability. If all my data (in terms of students' goals) is in one place, it should stream line my goal setting weekly meetings. Plus if I'm saving time on goal setting conferences (which will be Mondays and Thursdays), that leaves more time for small strategy groups and book chats.
Of course, the calendar will still be cute...but now, also practical.
What new strategies are you trying in your classroom next year?
It's very cutesy and frustrating to change out each month. As diligent as I am, I inevitably miss a child's birthday each year and that's super uncomfortable. The calendar just kind of hangs there without any student input.
Next year, I'd like to change that.
So I purchased a very basic desk calendar:
Before the school year starts, I'll go through and label all the crucial days: staff development days, three day weekends, and student birthdays.
But here's the change:
I'm going to have students write their Reading Ranger goals, both short and long term, on the calendar. When they achieve their goals, they'll get to highlight their goals and we'll do a classroom celebration.
Students will get excited because it's a small brag wall, but it's the goals they've set.
I'm excited because I will keep this calendar by my small group table to help with accountability. If all my data (in terms of students' goals) is in one place, it should stream line my goal setting weekly meetings. Plus if I'm saving time on goal setting conferences (which will be Mondays and Thursdays), that leaves more time for small strategy groups and book chats.
Of course, the calendar will still be cute...but now, also practical.
What new strategies are you trying in your classroom next year?
Monday, March 30, 2015
Reflections
Yesterday I tried something new and to say it didn't go well would be an understatement.
I signed up to run a vendor booth at the local mall to sell Jamberry. I paid to rent the table and then had to purchase display stands and black sheets. I spent hours preparing for the event and asked other vendors for their tips and tricks. I made signs, prepped for give aways, got samples ready, and practiced my set up a good half-dozen times. I felt nervous, but ready.
I spend most of my day teaching, which means getting students excited and interested in things when sometimes they don't want to be there. I've done a few Jamberry parties to varying degrees of success. I figured this vendor event would be a piece of cake!
I got to the event two hours before it was starting to set up. The table I rented was not there. I spent forty minutes trying to track one down because the coordinator was not responding. Mall security just brought me one (thank goodness) and once the coordinator showed up, my concerns were brushed off. I am not impressed.
I was also double booked for the same spot with another vendor. Her table (and chairs) were also not delivered (and she paid for them as well), so I shared. Another vendor didn't have his table. As someone with a background in event planning (student council, being an RA, being a teacher, hosting a bunch of baby showers and bridal showers, etc), I was not impressed by the logistics.
Before the event started, I was already a nervous wreck and super frustrated by the series of events. For seven hours, I stood on my feet, trying to talk to people. I applied about fifty samples. I had a raffle. I smiled and said hi to everyone who passed.
People were super rude. I sold two items, making a ten dollar profit for the entire day. I did everything right, according to all the direct sales articles I read. But, despite all my preparation, the event flopped. I failed, big time.
I'm glad I tried. I learned that supporting myself and my family on direct sales is not something I want to do because it's too much rejection and too unpredictable. I don't have a thick enough skin for this.
I'll still be doing Jamberry, but just events with friends I know and online parties. I don't think talking to strangers and putting myself out there in a vendor event is my thing. I tried, I failed, I learned something about myself. I guess I have to be okay with not being amazing at this.
I signed up to run a vendor booth at the local mall to sell Jamberry. I paid to rent the table and then had to purchase display stands and black sheets. I spent hours preparing for the event and asked other vendors for their tips and tricks. I made signs, prepped for give aways, got samples ready, and practiced my set up a good half-dozen times. I felt nervous, but ready.
I spend most of my day teaching, which means getting students excited and interested in things when sometimes they don't want to be there. I've done a few Jamberry parties to varying degrees of success. I figured this vendor event would be a piece of cake!
I got to the event two hours before it was starting to set up. The table I rented was not there. I spent forty minutes trying to track one down because the coordinator was not responding. Mall security just brought me one (thank goodness) and once the coordinator showed up, my concerns were brushed off. I am not impressed.
I was also double booked for the same spot with another vendor. Her table (and chairs) were also not delivered (and she paid for them as well), so I shared. Another vendor didn't have his table. As someone with a background in event planning (student council, being an RA, being a teacher, hosting a bunch of baby showers and bridal showers, etc), I was not impressed by the logistics.
Before the event started, I was already a nervous wreck and super frustrated by the series of events. For seven hours, I stood on my feet, trying to talk to people. I applied about fifty samples. I had a raffle. I smiled and said hi to everyone who passed.
People were super rude. I sold two items, making a ten dollar profit for the entire day. I did everything right, according to all the direct sales articles I read. But, despite all my preparation, the event flopped. I failed, big time.
I'm glad I tried. I learned that supporting myself and my family on direct sales is not something I want to do because it's too much rejection and too unpredictable. I don't have a thick enough skin for this.
I'll still be doing Jamberry, but just events with friends I know and online parties. I don't think talking to strangers and putting myself out there in a vendor event is my thing. I tried, I failed, I learned something about myself. I guess I have to be okay with not being amazing at this.
Sunday, March 22, 2015
Five days
Spring (and its allergens) have officially hit Las Vegas. It's pleasantly in the 80s and that magical time of year when I need neither the heat nor the air conditioning on inside. I simply open the windows, run fans, and the temperature is fabulous.
We've taken the students outside to read a few times because it's so lovely outside.
This gorgeous weather makes for irksome behaviors and lots of parent teacher conferences.
While most of the country has already had spring break, we are sitting at five days out. Five long days.
Here's the gist of what's causing their spring madness:
1) The fifth graders are getting the elementary version of island-fever.
They've been to their middle school (which is across the street) and registered for next year's classes. They've seen all the clubs and activities that are available to them as sixth graders. Most are starting to experience puberty and all the roller coaster emotions (and smells) that accompany these natural changes. They feel they've outgrown elementary school and are ready for the next step. Some are excited while some are terrified. I've set out my "how to deal with middle school bucket" and made myself available at recess to talk about middle school myths.
2) Testing season is soon.
We have a large pep rally soon and the primary classes are adopting the intermediate ones to sponsor with messages and little treats. I will be digging out this:
to read to them. We'll be talking about testing strategies and crossing our fingers for perfect attendance. This year we'll be taking the SBAC, which is all online...which presents a whole new set of problems.
3) Their emotions.
I find that i need to, on an almost daily basis, re-establish our classroom norms. On any given day, I say any (and all) of these things:
No child, you can't stand up and run out of the classroom bawling hysterically. If you don't feel well, ask for a nurse pass. I am not a mind reader.
No child, you can't choose to do none of your work and still expect a reward.
No child, you can't roll your eyes at me and expect me not to call you on that. There will be a card change and a hallway conversation.
No child, you can't pull your tooth out and bleed all over your test as a strategy to get out of taking it. A clean, blood-free one will be waiting for you when you return from the nurse.
No child, you can't take a bathroom break right when the class returns from recess.
No child, you can't try to sneak off for a ten minute bathroom break every time we are ready to take a timed math quiz.
No child, you can't try to use the bathroom three times in the afternoon because you don't want to read your book. If you keep asking, you're going to the nurse because something may be medically wrong if you insist you must use the bathroom every twenty minutes.
No child, you and your best friend can't both go to the bathroom together. I'm female, I know you want to go outside and giggle. One at a time, nice try.
4) The excitement.
We've got several guest speakers lined up. Field day is this Friday. We're watching The Lightning Thief in the morning (because we finished the novel) before doing this activity as a table team. Math is hands-on and reading is integrating history (American Revolution). They are simply so excited about every thing we are doing. Every little thing.
You know when Oprah would give away free things and the audience goes absolutely wild? That's what teaching fifth grade is like. It's exhausting.
Five days. I can do this!
We've taken the students outside to read a few times because it's so lovely outside.
This gorgeous weather makes for irksome behaviors and lots of parent teacher conferences.
While most of the country has already had spring break, we are sitting at five days out. Five long days.
Here's the gist of what's causing their spring madness:
1) The fifth graders are getting the elementary version of island-fever.
They've been to their middle school (which is across the street) and registered for next year's classes. They've seen all the clubs and activities that are available to them as sixth graders. Most are starting to experience puberty and all the roller coaster emotions (and smells) that accompany these natural changes. They feel they've outgrown elementary school and are ready for the next step. Some are excited while some are terrified. I've set out my "how to deal with middle school bucket" and made myself available at recess to talk about middle school myths.
2) Testing season is soon.
We have a large pep rally soon and the primary classes are adopting the intermediate ones to sponsor with messages and little treats. I will be digging out this:
to read to them. We'll be talking about testing strategies and crossing our fingers for perfect attendance. This year we'll be taking the SBAC, which is all online...which presents a whole new set of problems.
3) Their emotions.
I find that i need to, on an almost daily basis, re-establish our classroom norms. On any given day, I say any (and all) of these things:
No child, you can't stand up and run out of the classroom bawling hysterically. If you don't feel well, ask for a nurse pass. I am not a mind reader.
No child, you can't choose to do none of your work and still expect a reward.
No child, you can't roll your eyes at me and expect me not to call you on that. There will be a card change and a hallway conversation.
No child, you can't pull your tooth out and bleed all over your test as a strategy to get out of taking it. A clean, blood-free one will be waiting for you when you return from the nurse.
No child, you can't take a bathroom break right when the class returns from recess.
No child, you can't try to sneak off for a ten minute bathroom break every time we are ready to take a timed math quiz.
No child, you can't try to use the bathroom three times in the afternoon because you don't want to read your book. If you keep asking, you're going to the nurse because something may be medically wrong if you insist you must use the bathroom every twenty minutes.
No child, you and your best friend can't both go to the bathroom together. I'm female, I know you want to go outside and giggle. One at a time, nice try.
4) The excitement.
We've got several guest speakers lined up. Field day is this Friday. We're watching The Lightning Thief in the morning (because we finished the novel) before doing this activity as a table team. Math is hands-on and reading is integrating history (American Revolution). They are simply so excited about every thing we are doing. Every little thing.
You know when Oprah would give away free things and the audience goes absolutely wild? That's what teaching fifth grade is like. It's exhausting.
Five days. I can do this!
Sunday, January 18, 2015
Transitional Year
My first year as an educator was about survival. Surviving an awful living situation, surviving a year round schedule, surviving living in a new city, surviving graduate school, surviving Teach for America (TFA)'s lofty expectations. I stubbornly fought my way through the year and cried, more than once, in front of my students.
Then summer hit. I had a two week break because my (old) school converted from year round to 9 month. I was due for a track break, but instead got to start over. I used my "summer" to move into my own apartment without a roommate.
Year two was about gaining confidence. I was overly reflective and made a lot of different changes. That year brought inclusionary practices and co-teaching for the first time. With that came challenges over responsibilities and expectations. Year two brought graduation from UNLV with my master's degree and giving a speech at the TFA end of year ceremony, in front of hundreds of people including the (then) superintendent. Talk about nerve racking!
Year three I started to feel good about my teaching. I was gaining more experience from professional development and starting to integrate technology more, which a majority of my students enjoyed. Year three brought along the rumblings of what's next. I earned my technology endorsement. I took more graduate school courses. I served on committees at school and started being more involved with professional development. I took summer courses and started to build a national teaching cohort, which is still in tact today. I got a new co-teacher and my original teaching team dissolved. Suddenly, I was the one with the most seniority.
Year four was a year of leadership building. I took on the position of grade level chair because I had the most experience. I was teaching with others that did not share the same enthusiasm and commitment for the job. I was also single for a good part of the year and determined to be the best teacher possible because that's where I wanted to exert my attention. Looking back, I see their shorter hours as a necessity because they were balancing families. I was not. Again, all part of the learning process. I learned to be more accepting of others' work schedules (and day care times). I learned to take others' needs into consideration when scheduling meetings, not just work around myself. (I don't mean to sound like I was childish and selfish in my previous years, it just was something I didn't have to think about because I wasn't in the leadership role.) I learned to take a lot of criticism and to be more patient with my peers.
Year five was difficult. There was no grade level chair because I worked with three other extremely motivated and talented teachers. I respected my peers and of course there were minor squabbles, but at the end of the day, we all shared a common purpose: to do the best we could to educate the children in front of us. I had the best teaching team combined with the worst external factors. The students were extremely difficult and the support from administration ranged from passive aggressive to non-existent. If I didn't have my team, there were many moments I would have simply quit. A year later, I still have anxiety and flash backs from the absurd and awful year.
So, I left. I made a change.
This year is that change.
I have a much more supportive administrative team who acknowledges that I am a person first and an educator second. I have a new team and we get along fairly well. I'm having to keep myself in check because with six years under my belt, I'm still the newbie. I still have a lot to learn and I'm not the grade level chair. I'm not in charge. However, my previous experience does mean I do have a lot of good ideas which aren't always heard, which is frustrating. I'm new to a school site and it's demands, not new to teaching. There's a big difference and that's often overlooked.
This year, I've taken a step back. I'm co-chairing the math committee, but we were uninvited to the district's professional development. The five day courses I took last summer were on math strategies and were amazing. The eight Saturdays were presented as being a continuation of that, but quickly changed into managing paperwork and running committees. Those four hours quickly became a complaining session for teachers to harp on their colleagues and quite frankly, I'm glad we were uninvited.
I am co-planning math with another teacher on my grade level. We are loosely following the Engage NY curriculum while imbedding Number Talks. Our students came to us with very low number sense, so it's been an uphill battle. There are a lot of copies to make when you aren't using the twelve year old text book at your school. However, I feel positive about the math instruction. It's taking more time than I'd like to go over the concepts, but my students understand what they're doing. They aren't mindless robots following a sequence to get an answer, they are mini-mathematicians who are analyzing and solving complex, real world problems. That takes more time to develop.
I'm not happy with how some other subjects have been taught. I'm not happy with myself for not speaking up more. Next year will be different.
Next year will have more science and social studies from the beginning of the year, imbedded weekly. The map project should start in September, not January. The map project should have roughly a month per region to truly hit landforms, environments, and the geography terms. I think imbedding this throughout the year will help my boys stay focused because quite frankly, I think I lost a few of them during our literature heavy Esperanza Rising unit.
I'll be planning differently next year. I've made corrections now, but will be approaching planning very differently next year. I'd love to have grade level meetings be more focused on idea and resource sharing, not one or two teachers presenting the next unit of study without allowing input from the others. I also don't know how to bring this up to the group without sounding like a dictator. I'd like long range plans done in August. It's been a strange year with no plans. I don't want that to be the case next year and I'm accepting that it may fall on me. I think our grade level chair does an amazing job and for once, I don't want to be in charge. I trust her completely. I just want more of a road map. I want to work smarter, not harder.
I've ordered a planner for next year. I'm going to spend some time over the summer to sculpt out units of study and find places where the content can overlap. Will there be changes as the year progresses? Yes, of course. That's how teaching works. I just want a better plan, at least for my own sanity. I want a plan that I can tweak from year to year and that I can adapt to fit changing standards (and changing students). I want to not feel like I'm continually reinventing the wheel.
This doesn't mean I will be the teacher that has a week by week file and pulls out the same things each year. As we, as a team, find better resources, we will use them. I'd just like a plan.
This year is my transitional year. I'm finding my voice on a new team. I'm learning the ropes of a new school while still holding on to teaching ideas that I know to be valid. I'm learning when to politely disagree, then proceed to do what I had originally planned (as long as it's what's best for kids.) Robert Downey Jr. said it much more bluntly:
Next year will be my best. Next year I'll have my voice. This is just a weird, transitional year.
Then summer hit. I had a two week break because my (old) school converted from year round to 9 month. I was due for a track break, but instead got to start over. I used my "summer" to move into my own apartment without a roommate.
Year two was about gaining confidence. I was overly reflective and made a lot of different changes. That year brought inclusionary practices and co-teaching for the first time. With that came challenges over responsibilities and expectations. Year two brought graduation from UNLV with my master's degree and giving a speech at the TFA end of year ceremony, in front of hundreds of people including the (then) superintendent. Talk about nerve racking!
Year three I started to feel good about my teaching. I was gaining more experience from professional development and starting to integrate technology more, which a majority of my students enjoyed. Year three brought along the rumblings of what's next. I earned my technology endorsement. I took more graduate school courses. I served on committees at school and started being more involved with professional development. I took summer courses and started to build a national teaching cohort, which is still in tact today. I got a new co-teacher and my original teaching team dissolved. Suddenly, I was the one with the most seniority.
Year four was a year of leadership building. I took on the position of grade level chair because I had the most experience. I was teaching with others that did not share the same enthusiasm and commitment for the job. I was also single for a good part of the year and determined to be the best teacher possible because that's where I wanted to exert my attention. Looking back, I see their shorter hours as a necessity because they were balancing families. I was not. Again, all part of the learning process. I learned to be more accepting of others' work schedules (and day care times). I learned to take others' needs into consideration when scheduling meetings, not just work around myself. (I don't mean to sound like I was childish and selfish in my previous years, it just was something I didn't have to think about because I wasn't in the leadership role.) I learned to take a lot of criticism and to be more patient with my peers.
Year five was difficult. There was no grade level chair because I worked with three other extremely motivated and talented teachers. I respected my peers and of course there were minor squabbles, but at the end of the day, we all shared a common purpose: to do the best we could to educate the children in front of us. I had the best teaching team combined with the worst external factors. The students were extremely difficult and the support from administration ranged from passive aggressive to non-existent. If I didn't have my team, there were many moments I would have simply quit. A year later, I still have anxiety and flash backs from the absurd and awful year.
So, I left. I made a change.
This year is that change.
I have a much more supportive administrative team who acknowledges that I am a person first and an educator second. I have a new team and we get along fairly well. I'm having to keep myself in check because with six years under my belt, I'm still the newbie. I still have a lot to learn and I'm not the grade level chair. I'm not in charge. However, my previous experience does mean I do have a lot of good ideas which aren't always heard, which is frustrating. I'm new to a school site and it's demands, not new to teaching. There's a big difference and that's often overlooked.
This year, I've taken a step back. I'm co-chairing the math committee, but we were uninvited to the district's professional development. The five day courses I took last summer were on math strategies and were amazing. The eight Saturdays were presented as being a continuation of that, but quickly changed into managing paperwork and running committees. Those four hours quickly became a complaining session for teachers to harp on their colleagues and quite frankly, I'm glad we were uninvited.
I am co-planning math with another teacher on my grade level. We are loosely following the Engage NY curriculum while imbedding Number Talks. Our students came to us with very low number sense, so it's been an uphill battle. There are a lot of copies to make when you aren't using the twelve year old text book at your school. However, I feel positive about the math instruction. It's taking more time than I'd like to go over the concepts, but my students understand what they're doing. They aren't mindless robots following a sequence to get an answer, they are mini-mathematicians who are analyzing and solving complex, real world problems. That takes more time to develop.
I'm not happy with how some other subjects have been taught. I'm not happy with myself for not speaking up more. Next year will be different.
Next year will have more science and social studies from the beginning of the year, imbedded weekly. The map project should start in September, not January. The map project should have roughly a month per region to truly hit landforms, environments, and the geography terms. I think imbedding this throughout the year will help my boys stay focused because quite frankly, I think I lost a few of them during our literature heavy Esperanza Rising unit.
I'll be planning differently next year. I've made corrections now, but will be approaching planning very differently next year. I'd love to have grade level meetings be more focused on idea and resource sharing, not one or two teachers presenting the next unit of study without allowing input from the others. I also don't know how to bring this up to the group without sounding like a dictator. I'd like long range plans done in August. It's been a strange year with no plans. I don't want that to be the case next year and I'm accepting that it may fall on me. I think our grade level chair does an amazing job and for once, I don't want to be in charge. I trust her completely. I just want more of a road map. I want to work smarter, not harder.
I've ordered a planner for next year. I'm going to spend some time over the summer to sculpt out units of study and find places where the content can overlap. Will there be changes as the year progresses? Yes, of course. That's how teaching works. I just want a better plan, at least for my own sanity. I want a plan that I can tweak from year to year and that I can adapt to fit changing standards (and changing students). I want to not feel like I'm continually reinventing the wheel.
This doesn't mean I will be the teacher that has a week by week file and pulls out the same things each year. As we, as a team, find better resources, we will use them. I'd just like a plan.
This year is my transitional year. I'm finding my voice on a new team. I'm learning the ropes of a new school while still holding on to teaching ideas that I know to be valid. I'm learning when to politely disagree, then proceed to do what I had originally planned (as long as it's what's best for kids.) Robert Downey Jr. said it much more bluntly:
Next year will be my best. Next year I'll have my voice. This is just a weird, transitional year.
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